I don't post much anymore. This is probably because I never make time for myself. Right now, I feel like I shouldn't even be posting and doing something else. But here I am. And I guess I really just need to get my thoughts down.
I'm happy. I really am. I am starting to come to peace with where I am at my life and who I am.
But some things still make me upset. This may sound stupid to some, but here it goes...
Last year, I had a micro usb in my phone with most of the music I've written on it. Well it got wet and now I don't know if I can retrieve those files. And it will cost me a lot of money if I can. But it makes me so angry. I am still angry at myself for not being more careful, and not transferring those files to my computer earlier. To this day, I find it very difficult to write music because I feel like everything I did in the past has disappeared and it makes me sad.
I miss music. blah.
I'm not sure why I am sharing this. I just needed to get it down somewhere concrete.
